The next day, Tetsuya more busy, I know him as the Housing difficulties things go in everywhere, but I do not sensitive to the feeling that he has changed. Often ignore me, just a person sitting in a daze edge; can sometimes suddenly he would cling tightly to me, heated to forward, as if to a lifetime love of all printed on my lips .
Tetsuya great contrast between the demeanor of so I do not understand that I frequently ask the reason, he always said, shaking his head all right, but I feel that his words can not cover up with irritability.
Sunday evening, I on the stone next to the laundry, all of a sudden there are pockets of touch-chol Mission things out Chin Ping of view, it is Zhang’s announcement on housing difficulties. Newspapers were wetlands seemed to be somewhat vague, but his red paint-chol word is so startling: “Housing difficulties of the two applications are required to hold a permanent residents Xiamen account.” my heart sank, as if can be heard landed “boom” sound, I do not have accounts in Xiamen, if Chol and I get a marriage certificate, is not enough room on the conditions of application of the difficulties. Tetsuya few days of the contradictions and anomalies have already found the answer.
Night, philosophy did not go home, I huddled in one night in tears the whole night.
Chol came back the next day, I had settled down to his own luggage.
“Haruko, which is why?” Look at my battle-chul, a bit of a surprise.
“I know you want to have a dream house, I do not want to hinder you, you … … you have to find a girl Xiamen account!” My nose and some sour.
“You know you!” Chol look dignified, “Haruko, do you understand me? I am a farmer’s son, I did not upgrade the texture of the
costume jewelry, everything can only rely on ourselves, real estate, many people can not afford to buy a lifetime. This meeting room of the difficulties the first sale, a rare opportunity, and I … … “
“You do not have to explain, I do not blame you,” I just want to put a smile, a number of efforts are still unable to do so, “Good-bye.” I take the threshold package.
“Haruko.” Chol call at the back, I stopped a foot. “Haruko, I really love you, I really want to share with you our love has a container.” Chol to catch up with the said softly kissed my earlobe, and my tears rolling down in the twinkling of an eye.
” we had a few years to buy a house, please? Opportunity to the total may still be some around, multi-boil a few years it does not matter, I am not afraid of hardship.” I feel hope to look back-chul.
Tetsuya head of silence for a long time, “the opportunity to this kind of thing in fact, sometimes it is difficult to say … …” His pupil of the eye at the end of a painful flowing. I am disappointed, silence, and gently away Chol arm, re-instituted baggage from the ground slowly walked forward, high-heeled shoes hitting the stone road, step by step, like walking on the tip. Go Siangkou, low-chul also called: “Haruko … …”
My heart was calling out upsets this help but be amazed at the pace once again stopped. Tetsuya down eventually no longer say, a long time, we as a, Siangkou to someone riding a bike, and I wiped off the face tears, looking back out of the
wholesale jewelry, there is no turning back.
New Year’s Day when Chol married, the other is serving foreign-chul an ordinary production line workers, more than a good old-chol large primary school, also looks very ordinary, but she is a local, she has a formal Xiamen Usual Residents booklet. Tetsuya time to get along with the bride before and after less than two months, the knowledge of people are surprised at the choice of Chol, only I made it clear his intention.
Tetsuya married that day, I a broken heart set foot on the way home. When the train pulled away, a lot of noise,will push back all over, bookstore acquaintance, Moonlight’s first kiss, cohabitation at the time of love, live at the time of care … … scenes alternately, and finally became fixed Tetsuya face the pain of separation when the contradictions and face. I love the people have step-by-step on the red carpet, go to another about a woman’s life, and in order to get “Love containers,” he eventually dropped our hard-hearted love, without delay so the house of the prisoners.
I believe that Chol is love me, but I have a feeling defeated, I lost, lost to a thin booklet of Xiamen residents … …
The reality is relentless, not for us about love and do not love does not lie between a, sometimes, these two very different positioning of the conversion is only from a certain desire for expansion. In Money before, never have very few people can be smart, ah!